Wednesday, July 09, 2003 @ 03:10pm | Entry no.244 | what are some people thinking. ||   mood    thoughtful   || ||   music    "I want to be forgiven"   || Oy, this was emailed to me from a friend. You've got to wonder about some people who are living in the states. ( The email ) ( My friend's reply ) ((sighs)) I love this country, it's great, land of the free, home of the brave, and all that good stuff. But we really do need to get off our high horses. If you learned nothing from history, every great nation had its rise and fall; we can't be on top forever. unburden your soul  ( memory/edit )

Wednesday, July 09, 2003 @ 06:36pm | Entry no.245 | evil guys.... you're EVIL, I say. ||   mood    rushed   || ||   music    "firestarter" _ prodigy   || Guys are such scum. They tell you one thing, and it's all fine and dandy, then you get to find out from other girls how truly disgusting those same guys really are. Ah, that's alright though. It wasn't like it was anything that I wouldn't have found out myself if I had the foresight to ask. I feel more pity for the girl because, well, she's the one who's losing out, because she doesn't see this. Ah, such a shame. Girls almost always equate sex and love to be the same thing. The silly little bints, guys say anything and everything to get into girls' pants. I had this whole entire little rant prepared, but I'm completely exhausted, and my train of thought is just of one of complete disgust for guys. Well, not all guys. My sweetie... well, he's darling, and responsible and just utterly lovely! And, well, Pat, the Christian boy, he's lovely too.... and I can't forget about Derek, ceadsearc, the gentle soul.. oh, and Patrick, the evil bastard... ah! My Chadwick. How could I even forget my sweetest and most bestest guy? ((smiles)) I miss my Chadwick. ((sighs)) I miss all of my lovelies. I'm going to be so alone and no cuddling for the next two weeks because my sweetie's leaving for the Bahamas. That's not fair, because I've truly become accustomed to just spooning with him all night. It's so comforting to fall asleep and wake up in the arms of someone who you care deeply for. And now I get to sleep alone. I'm tempted to just call up guy friends and have them sleep over so I can cuddle with them while he's away. [That's allowed! It's just cuddling, not like I'm doing anything else!] Speaking of doing anything else. Okay, now how many girlfriends would allow their boyfriends to go to the Bahamas, and give them permission to do whatever they chose down there and not be mad about it. I gave him permission, that if a girl hits on him, go for it. It's the Bahamas, live it up! The silly bastard wouldn't go for it. I told him to just mention it to his friends, because that's just insane that he turned my offer down. He's so cute. Such a devoted boyfriend. Anyways, I think I'm supposed to be going out with Dolly, Mattie, and Anne tonight, because I need to party it up tonight, because I'm going to be in bed, wishing that I were dead for the next week. ((cries)) I'm not looking forward to that at all. I need to go get dressed. <33 toodles unburden your soul  ( memory/edit )